04 October 2012

The Opposite of Easy

                                           
                      Snuggles before Baby J got picked up by her social worker to visit her mom.  

Watching her leave was tough.  Yes, even though she said she would be back in a little over two hours.

The social worker must have noticed the tears I was fighting back, because she told me not to be sad yet.  Then she told me Baby J wouldn't leave until March.  What?!  It was such a casual comment.  We have never been told this information before {and really, anything can change}.

She thought it'd make me feel better. 

Not exactly.

I'm already crazy attached and in love with this girl!  

I'm thinking that when saying goodbye for a couple of hours after only loving her a short time is painful, March {or any day after this one} won't be easier.  Probably the opposite of easy.

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