Snuggles before Baby J got picked up by her social worker to visit her mom.
Watching her leave was tough. Yes, even though she said she would be back in a little over two hours.
The social worker must have noticed the tears I was fighting back, because she told me not to be sad yet. Then she told me Baby J wouldn't leave until March. What?! It was such a casual comment. We have never been told this information before {and really, anything can change}.
She thought it'd make me feel better.
Not exactly.
I'm already crazy attached and in love with this girl!
I'm thinking that when saying goodbye for a couple of hours after only loving her a short time is painful, March {or any day after this one} won't be easier. Probably the opposite of easy.

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